Melissa / 20 / HTX / Art+Design student
Haha it’s great when for most of the day you feel not bad, actually pretty damn good, and you start to think things are gonna get better
And then a few hours later it starts creeping up on you and then all of a sudden it all hits you like a brick
And now you just kinda wish you could lay down in your bed and stay there forever and not get back up
I don’t even know what the cause of any of this is
What Color is Love?
Photo by Abby Ross
Model : Jodie Smith
Stylist: Meghan Sebold
Last night I had a few strange dreams, although only one of them I can remember well. I was on a plane, and I was walking around on it and I had only faintly heard the announcer say “Please stay seated and fasten your seat belts” and it didn’t register with me. And suddenly the plane had hit some serious turbulence and it felt like it was falling and spinning out of control. I was being tossed around and I heard voices yelling to me “grab onto something!” And I just couldn’t seem to grasp into anything no matter how hard I tried and it felt like I was spinning and flying and there was a point when I couldn’t see anything and it felt like I was falling and spinning through empty space. Then I hit my head on something really really hard, and something odd and unfitting happened after that - someone felt my forehead and told me I was very pale and sweaty and my head was very cold. It was like the spinning of the environment, the instability of everything around me, was somehow one with the state of my body.
I don’t remember much else about it. I just remember I woke up feeling like I had been flying and tossed around. It was strange.
Imagine walking down the street and seeing this. Just imagine.
I just want for colder weather and a normal routine to be here again.